When my husband and I had been married about 6 1/2 years we already had 3 children and were pregnant with the fourth.
We attended a great little church called Big Flats Wesleyan Church in Big Flats, NY. It was about a mile from where we lived on Suburban Drive in Elmira (we were much closer to Big Flats than Elmira, but our address was Elmira).
One day, and I have no idea why anymore, but I left church early and went home without the kids, leaving my husband to go home with everyone else… and all our stuff.
That alone is very unusual, and I can’t remember why I wasn’t with him, except that I was pregnant and maybe feeling sick. But that doesn’t really matter.
What matters is that he was responsible to get everything and everyone home safely.
Things didn’t go as planned.
Vehicle assisted launch
From what we can tell, Trent put the ‘stuff’ on top of the vehicle, buckled the kids into their car seats and drove home. Without taking the ‘stuff’ off the top of the van.
Have I mentioned my husband is a rocket scientist by education? Well this was a vehicle assisted launch.
We realized what must have happened later that day, when I couldn’t find… my Bible!
We searched and scrounged.
Trent went through every ditch, scouring over the approximately 1 mile distance between us and the church… but we never found my Bible.
My name and address (actually my parents’ address from when I was living at home) were written inside. We hoped that someone would find it and return it.
It’s been 12 years. That Bible is still missing.
Grieving a Bible
What shocked me was how hard I sobbed and how much I grieved for that Bible.

I had notes written in it. It was full of memories. Many prayers and confessions had been written in the back as I’d matured in Christ.
The words of God that had pierced my heart had been underlined and highlighted, with my thoughts written in the wide margin.
I’d had that Bible for many years and it felt like the recording of my life with Christ was gone.
Trent did buy me a new Bible, very similar in fact to the one that got lost. He apologized. I forgave him.
But I missed my Bible. I hadn’t realized I was so attached to it.
When I got my new one I read it and read it. I underlined and made notes. I desperately wanted the pages to have that familiar feel.
It didn’t take long.
My new Bible doesn’t have nearly the marks my first one did. And that’s okay. I’ve grown in different and new ways.
But the other thing I learned through this is that it really is okay, good in fact, to miss my Bible, and to grieve it.
John 1:1-2, 14 says, ‘In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning… The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.’
Because the Word of God is Jesus it only makes sense that we have a relationship with the Word of God. The Words impact us, change us, move us, convict us, mold us, and draw us into God’s presence.
It’s not the paper, the ink or the binding that brings this relationship, but the Life that is in the very words they contain.
The Word of God is Precious
How precious it is to have the Word of God in my hands, in my house, in my heart. Even though I have experienced losing the paper copy and have grieved over it, how much more excited I am to know that a new copy brings those same Words of Life, the Spirit of the same Jesus, and a tangible relationship with Christ.
For that reason I wish for many, for all people, to have the opportunity to hold the Word of God in their own language.
Jesus Himself sits at the right hand of the Father in heaven today… but He left us not only the Holy Spirit, but also His written words.
The people in this video understood that.
I find this video moving and challenging. Even though I love God and I love His Word, and even though I have grieved the loss of it, I have never experienced the depth of joy and reverence these people have for the Word of God.
Watch… and be challenged.
Kimyal Tribe Receives the Word for the First Time from anberlin_fan on GodTube.
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